It’s a funny thing what fear and complacency will do to someone. As I sit here writing this, I look back on the past few years and wonder why I waited until now. Why didn’t I just start back then; I mean writing a blog is easy right?
You see I’ve had this burning drive inside me to write for many years now; to share our life, our journey to where we are today. But I didn’t. I couldn’t. Every time I’d think about it, all the doubt, all the negative thoughts, all the what if’s, would flood my mind. This is a new road, a new journey and with that comes a whole lot of road that hasn’t been traveled. The unfamiliarity is intimidating making the jump back on the road of comfort easy. As a result I’ve been stuck. Stuck on the same road with the same outcomes just surviving at life.
Until Today.
Today I start. Today I am starting something that I have no idea how it will end or where it will take me but I am starting. I will no longer be a prisoner to fear or be complacent with living a reactive life. My purpose here is so much more than that.
So today with sweaty hands, stomach in my throat and doubts still ever present in my mind I start.
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